Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Life and death



Everyone is losing someone they care about in their life. I have read and seen too much of this in the last week then there should be.  Just look at what happened last week with Kendrick and JD and the others in that accident :’( this stuff should not be happening at all. This close together is just bull. I just found out I might lose the love of my life because his ex-girlfriend told a state court that she is baring his child and he could go to jail. That was over a year ago. This world is full of hate and I am going to do something to end it. We are all human… why do we hurt each other?  Humans are humans no matter the skin, hair, eye, culture or anything else that person is. Everyone deserves to have happiness in their life. Why focus your time making someone else’s life miserable when you can use that time to make your happiness in life? I have lost lots of close friends and familyL since my 14th birthday I have lost 7 best friends and 3 family members. Not to mention the divorce of my parents or everything else horrid that happened to me. I was called a cry baby because I cried in school because I just got back from sitting and watching my best friend die right in front of me. I was bullied because I had pain in my life. No one stopped to try and comfort me.
People say their life sucks and they lost their job or something. I was 14 and I went through a lot of bullying and pain in one year then one person only has half as much happen to them in their life time.  I am only young but I have been through a lot and people come to me for help and advice. People email me and call… I talk to everyone and help in the best way I can help even if they have done me wrong. It is the person I was raised to be and the person I have learned to become.  

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

People....?

Do I come off as a lie to most? People hate me because of who I spend some time with and how I look. Why does it matter to others how I look or who I talk too? It's not their life, its mine and I will choose what I want to do with it. I am old enough to make my life choices... I am tried of it. I mean my dad is trying to control my future plans that have nothing to do with him. Ya I love my dad but some times he needs to back off.